I Choose to be...

My choice is empowerment. When I tried to make a choice in my past it was difficult because I was stuck hoping and wondering if it was the very best or perfect choice for me in that moment, and most of the time it wasn’t. It was what I needed. But when I waited I forgot my power….and lost a sense of self and strength. I began to create a pattern of believing certain things and spinning out in indecision and mental hiccups.

Fast forward to my current state of being, I still am human and have issues with making a direct choice. Is this an imbalance in my masculine or am I too much in my feminine??? No! I am allowing the mind to overplay itself into scenario after scenario….which truly don’t make sense at times or matter! I forget that I am the power(cue He-man’s voice).

We, meaning me and the spiritual community I am involved with and love, can get so caught up in the next process or shadow that we forget we don’t have to look so hard at all of it. The mind wants to know and the mind wants to go to the wound….and it’s not always correct. It can be important, but the subtle shift into the heart can very well be a welcome place of not knowing or caring and that’s the best place to be in this moment. We forget that joy and peace are important and not the next workshop or psychic reading. We forget that we are in power not some other person.

But but but but…..no! I have learned deeply that I can go to the root of any past life and read the Akashic with the best of them, but it’s not all important! My joy is. My presence is. My grounding is important. My heart and soul are important. But what isn’t always important, the mental chatter. It can very well be my fears from a different age.

To become clear I choose to say I love those parts, I accept them…and I will stop playing the ping pong game of back and forth. To become true to the moment is letting go of the mind and making a choice to do what I know deep within(cue breathe, then repeat) is true within me. Those thoughts will slowly dissipate….and you will find your true strength. I choose…….

Judd